November

January to November... hmmm. Well, I'm still here. Lily is still here. We now own a house. It too is still here.

I once again gave up on my blog. Clearly. It's been almost a year since I was on. Maybe I should start again. Even if I'm the only one that reads it. It's my own personal online journal now.

So let's get caught up, shall we...

Work is the same everyday. It's starting to get to me but of course the money is good. A failed attempt in August had me tasting freedom. So close to JCSO but #58 isn't within the top 30. At least I didn't get DQ'ed. Try again next year.

Thinking of going back to school to follow in Dad's footsteps, but the thought is stressing me out. Only have 4 years to do it and I need 4 year. Yikes.

Lily is now a year old and we still struggle with the leash, but other things are much better. She has developed a new annoying habit of whining at my feet all the time. It bugs me, but I love her to death still.

I started trying to write a novel and got stuck. I have too many idea and can't seem to organize them. The worst part is trying to start the story just to get the the heart of the book.

FD is going okay. Tons of drama still but I've been doing a lot of hours. Including 24 hour shifts, which I love.

For now I will leave this and try to continue blogging more.

"If I stumble and if I fall, If I slip now and lose it all, If I can't be all the I can be, will you, will you wait for me?"